I'm in college, a workout enthusiast, a perfectionist and a Jesus lover. So my morning thoughts usually look like this:
Morning already?
Do I have time for the gym?
Yes, I should if I get up now.
On 3. 1, 2... no.
But what if I don't have time for breakfast or a devotional?
If I don't have time for breakfast, then I may pass out in class.
Then Jacob would have to leave work to come and get me.
No, can't have that.
So, breakfast then.
But what about that homework?
Ugh. I forgot about that.
I'll fail for sure.
I should probably get up now and get started.
1, 2, yes!
Will I have time for...?
What if my kids don't...?
How will I handle it if...?
We weren't created for worry. Physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. Today's culture has so normalized being worried and afraid of the unknown when God just says "Stop". We often think about sin as lust or gossip but the truth is, by letting little things like worry take root in our lives we end up choking out the truths God has planted there Himself. We actually put those thoughts before what God says, creating idols. We are consumed with:
What if I'm not good enough? Instead of "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." (2 Corinthians 12:9)
What if something happens? Instead of "You are not far from the Kingdom of God." (Mark 12:34)
What if I'm not taken care of? Instead of "Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find." (Matthew 7:7)
I say all of this because I am studying a book that is waking me up. It's called "Weeds of the Mind" by Aaron Maners, a pastor in Orlando who came to speak at our church yesterday. In just the first few pages, I'm wrecked forever. He talks about how weeds are sneaky, slow to creep in, and tend to take over. That's exactly what these thoughts have been in my life. I am so concerned with what might happen that I lose sight of what Jesus has already said will happen:
Victory.
Purpose.
Meaning.
Matthew 15:13 says, "Jesus replied, 'Every plant not planted by my Heavenly Father will be uprooted.'" To me, that means the stuff I've gotten so used to hearing that I believe it.
What weeds could you identify, isolate and remove from your everyday life to make room for joy today?
I would love to hear your thoughts about this. Comment below or follow me on Twitter @Smashley355 and Tweet me your experiences with "weeds".